It is hard to believe you love me when I don’t even love me

It is hard for me to believe you want me when I don’t even truly want you

It is hard to believe your truth when the real truth is so couth

I am in love with the idea of us two living prosporously raising our brood

Growing old and bold like pure unfiltered gold.

Creating memories birth from despair, finding strength together like a lock of Samson’s hair.

Being a power couple is my dream, alas a fading dream caught in a snare.

Time is so fragile, it rises with the sun and dies at the sight of the moon

Our time could be filled with fun and never die like fools

Why do we pretend to be happy when our thoughts are contrary

Previous traumas begs for therapy but I repeat “I am happy” like the rosary

Who are you to declare you love me? are you a possible nightmare ready to crush me?

My thoughts are in a relentless agony something you can quell like holy matrimony.

In all honesty it is not too hard to believe you love me

The shimmer in your eyes feels like love is controlling me

Who are you to force me to abandon my self loathing

The glimmer of hope you give is like a radioactive bomb, now I am glowing

You make me believe in love again, I think I am a five but you make me feel like a ten.

The real truth is, your love made my love stronger again.